Dear Kylie

Dear Kyliebeth,
You were my first little bundle of joy. I will never forget the way I felt when I found out you were on your way. It was such a mixture of emotios. I was shocked, nervous and excited all at the same time. Since you were the first, I had no idea what to expect or what to do. The first time I ever saw you, I was at a loss for words. The only thing I could think about was how much you looked like your daddy. He brought you over to me and held you close to my face and your big, brown eyes looked right, dead at mine, as if to say "here I am mommy!" I couldnt wait to get out of recovery and hold you. It seemed like an eternity before that happened. But when they finally brought you to me, it was love at first sight. I have loved you more and more since that day. That's not to say that I haven't been frusturated with you a time or two since then! lol! But you will always be my heart. I have enjoyed getting to experience all of your "firsts" with you. Your first step, word (ma ma)...ect. It has been a fun journey to say the least. You have grown up so fast right before my eyes. It seems like just yesterday I brought you home from the hospital. Last night I went into your room while you were sleeping to make sure you were covered up and wiped your hair back and just looked at how big you have gotten. You are growing into a beautiful, little girl with so much life and creativity! I love playing dress up with you, and painting our nails together and watching princess movies, and singing the back up music for you and your daddy to dance too! You hold a special place in your daddy's and my heart.It is almost safe to say that we have grown up together. I felt like a kid ,myself, when I had you. You have taught me alot about myself as well as how to love unconditionally. I love you very much sweetheart and am looking so forward to watching you grow up into a beautiful little princess and pray that you serve the Lord with all the wonderful talents He's already given you.