Well, it is finally here! She has started crawling all over the house. It is good and bad. Good, because it was way past time for her to start moving on her own, but bad because now I have to chase her all over the house! lol! But I am so thankful she is moving around on her own. We take her to see the orthopedic specialist this Wednesday to have her feet and legs checked out. As her mom, I just don't think that something is 100% right with her motor skills. Now, it would be music to my ears to go to the doctor and for him to say that she is perfectly fine and just needs a little motivation, but deep down in my heart I honestly don't think that is the case. So off to the doctor we go in a few days. I had an appointment about a month ago and cancelled it because I was just not ready to go yet and hear what they had to say. I think I am still afraid of what they will tell me. I live by the policy, "what you don't know can't hurt you". But I realize that is not true in this case and it's my responsibility to find out if there is anything going on.
But besides all of that, she is just growing and learning more and more by they day! She can wave bye and say "bye bye", she can say "bah bah" for bottle, and "da da" for aaron. She has said "ma ma" a few times, but I think she likes to see me look and act like an idiot trying to get her to say it, so she just makes it few and far between to tease me! lol! I just love her to pieces. She is such a happy baby! I know every time I go into her room to get her she is going to be sitting there with a scraggly-tooth smile, bouncing up and down for me to pick her up. She is my go with the flow baby. Now Kylie on the other hand, is my demanding child! lol! I have loved her from the second I laid eyes on her and she knows it! She is my dress up, princess, 3 going on 33 little doll! Now, when I go to get her up in the morning, I'm not sure what I'm going to be met by! She can either be so sweet, or it could be a monster trapped in her little, princess gowned body! lol! But it's so neat to see how unique the Lord designs them, even as early as birth! They have their own personalities and I enjoy them both. I know that we are going to have alot of good times together as they grow up and I want to be apart of their lives. I also am not ignorant enough to ignore the fact that there are going to be some tough times as well. But I want to make sure they know that Aaron and I love them very much and that we will ALWAYS do what is best for them but it was not always be popular. And if we do our job right, one day they will thank us for the hard decisions we make.
